Sorry for myself of being so down all the moment. ..shhh...no one knows the secret in my heart!! Lets it be a secret forever ^^
..hm... Get some tips to Mr Blogger as he help me release my stress always. Hehe~ I had an analysis of my emotion. Being president of Aikido, I'm been criticized, comment, scold etc. Last year, when I'm the 'Head' of squash, even I get thousands of 'scolding' words, 'idiot' word, I don't even feel angry. ...just wanted to look forward and push the club up to the top point. But, I did not have the feelings that I wanted to flash it on the club I'm handling now. How came? ..and being so emo after get such comment...
Everyone knows, I take the club because of responsibility not because of interest. Responsibility that always making it tough!! Squash had followed me for 11 years. I play it, sleep with it, dream about it, smile and cry because of it. Many and many moments getting through during this 11 years. Winning and losing, make me grow up. It is an essential of my life. However, Aikido is only a 2 years old instrument in my life. While its not the thing that I would think of before and after training. The feeling for it didn't came out from my sincere heart. ..its not as important as squash.
Seeing the progress of Squash club this year, boost up my spirit. ...my effort not wasted, its my pleasure to see such a result. Very HAPPY!!
Sorry Aikido, I will only do what I can as there is difficult of rescuing the club. If anything goes wrong...please forgive me. I really don't mean to be. GOD BLESS ME...I'd made a wrong choice!
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