I got a very good gift from a person that I most respect. Although it is not tangible goods, the most sincere words that touched my heart. He give me almost all the motivation. Maybe its short and simple but very precise and so wise that I would feel "its so right". I thank him that I could make life goes on with wonderful colours now. It is really hard to walk alone, everyone knows! I will have to learn, I must be patient to get to that stage *tears dropping*.
Sad to say that 2011 valentine is the most lonely one! I just could not imagine myself sitting alone along the beach side staring at the beautiful Penang bridge :) There was so many memories pop-ing off my mind until the sky flash me off! But, the rain did not wash away all the sadness or memories :( I just feel like running away....instead running away from the rain, what a pitiful day! The most idiot thing of all is "I STILL HAVE TO BE HOME"!
Only at that moment I realized the life of mine is in a "big mess". There is no way to edit or undo. ...just been thinking where to hide and avoid! This is not who I am!! But it is the only way that I'm keep thinking.... Another 2 months to go and I will be done! I must be patient and cool to wait for God to do the needful for me, that is all I could wish!
