Brain cracking

...I'm going crazy!! Crazy!!! Supposedly, I should be thinking of severals way to attempt the exam question for this 2 weeks. Unfortunately, something had attracted my attention. OMG!! I'm falling too much into it... Dream in the night, reverie...wasting my precious time. ..aaaaahhhh!! Get me OUT!!!

Will be dissolve soon!

Seeing a club to death is a very sad moment...especially that was once your interest. I really can't see why the committees spirits are not there even they are not appointed to do any job. Isn't it great holding a position, getting sap point and do nothing?.... Very disappointed with human beings... Don't you all have interest? Hobby? or even something? Is life only studies?? Gonna be breathless if I continue thinking about that 'infinity' question and answer. It's just a small club, no big event, no sponsor ship need to be maintain, no nothing, only budget and go! What a big deal? Even you do not have budget, the participant still can pay for it. No problem! But, WHY? Is the responsibility very heavy? ...no need to represent club for meetings, no representative for university event... Not active is not a matter, it just voice down on team management must be strong enough.


....ah!!!... I really very angry! From the start I must not help that 'stupid' club! Giving them all the tips, and they only wan MONEY!!! ...what the hell is that? You want money...but no event gonna held.. Is that logic enough?? Even they have the money...but they know nuts! All become haywire. At first, I though that because of the leadership problem. Now only I realize that all are USELESS! ...I was the most stupidest of all by trusting them....really thinking of the 4 letter word!


Last few days, I brought the president question to my ex-room mate and another close friend. They tell me that..it easier to change you mind or to persuade once mind. The answer is obvious...change your own concept of thinking la... I think..think and think! at the last minute...i really would like to change my mind...but something happen that I say 'absolutely NO' to the position. It was a very big mistake...serious problem! A club without a absolute figure...is that a recognize club?? walao....really gonna get mad. Okey...starting from now...not gonna concern about that anymore. I'm not going to HELL again....