The feeling follow me in the bottom of my heart, I keep it preciously.
The pain hunting me in and out, I can't leave it aside.
I'm very brave already!!
I stand up with my own legs and hands.
No one help me, no one did I cry to.
Happy that he sms-ed me. There was no hope or dream bordering me at that moment as I was enjoying myself in KL....had a super awesome trip! Thanks to the organizer, Pokok.
The moment he text me on the cancellation, a little disappointment deep in the heart. But, what to do? Work keep me focus and no where did I fall for. Finished up and went home, lovely saturday =) I like it!
A surprise pop up. God fix the appointment for me again! Finally, we met! I went with confident, no 1 could have did it as well as me. Leaving the kopitiam chair, I though it was done. But, he....rub-ed my hair for a second! What the hell!! Everything came on to my eyes. I don't know how to react. Serious man! I loss my conscious that it stopped me a minute.
Shit....! My whole day was gone, I could not stay focus on the newspaper, aikido class and workpapers.
Just a second could make me blank! Who do you think you are??! allow me to give him a punch...
HELP! I need some concentration on my work. Office table is pilling up with files on a monday. I have to get things done by tomorrow. God please release me! I want to be alone and stay away from him. He is nothing in my life or in my programme. Everything shall be dropped before 8am tomorrow! Add oill....~~~
