Another option?

I had a bad week. ....feel like I'm living in my own world.

Hire in the room, talk less than 10 sentence a day.

I tried...very hard!

But it just useless!

I don't know what should I do man!!

There are too many things on my mind but there is no one that I could tell.

Even after telling, what will it be?

More confusing.....!!

I need a solution for it.

It's not any good to be a daughter, an employee or friend.

I want to get rid of all this.

I want to leave, let everything stay at it place.

Nothing can I change, only thing is ME.

I can change myself.

I'm not happy at all, in and out!

Need lots of help!! *crying*

Secret Occasion

The paper is gone!

A paper full of memories...

Staying up late at night searching for a crumble paper.

"STUPID" is a word to be used.

But...I just couldn't sleep without the paper lying on my bedside.

Two weeks of vocation, allowed me to lost myself.

I no longer could view it anymore :(

I don't believe...

Its not with me anymore!

I pray hard to get the paper back, dreams doesn't came true!

Please...please...please!! It not suppose to be like that!