One step at a time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time

There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time

There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

Personal test comments

You are a BUILDER / negotiator

You are a wonderful friend and colleague. You are generally calm and entertaining, and always dedicated and reliable. Just about everybody likes you.

You have a traditional streak. Home, family, job and community are all central to you. You like being firmly embedded in your social groups and you feel deeply responsible for just about everyone around you. You can be fiercely protective of those you love.

You are skilled at managing people. You are sympathetic and cooperative; you are also hard working and display a good deal of common sense. And you can be very patient. So you can complete detailed, painstaking jobs more easily than most people.

You enjoy building social relationships. And you are skilled at achieving solutions to sticky problems so that all involved feel fulfilled.

You tend to be cautious but not fearful. You have a genuine sense of community. So you seek projects that enable you to contribute to a more stable world.
Your Major and Minor Personality Types
• Your major personality type = Builder
• Your minor personality type = Negotiator

Wow...it looks to be so wonderful.
Am I alike?
Wishing....

Lovesick

Past 2 weeks was terrible! I couldn't expect myself being so weak...so sorry to myself. Don't know how to appreciate myself anymore. Only now, I realize being strong is an disadvantage. Too firm on decision, my relationship broke off. Because of foreseeable toughness, I gradually not been protected while expected to be independent. I wanted to be a weaken girl too, but no one allow me to. WHY?

I'm always being so confident on myself because I believe, girl who is confident of herself will always look gorgeous. After "lovesick" incident, I getting into an unforeseeable image. All the image that I built since small, gone! I'm no longer understandable. Even myself don't know what gonna happen tomorrow.

...preferable to be firm & strong again, I don't want L.O.V.E anymore! All this are bull shit!!! I must be more realistic than idealistic!!! HENG JIA LIAN GAMBETTE!!!

属于

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我赶追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢

或许吧或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢?

是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧他原来就在这里啊

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

Bye 08, say HI 09

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
But, I'm not happy...its kinda of bored~

Thinking back the year 2008, I did nothing.
Didn't get a life partner...
Didn't score in my academic, instead fail my exam...
Didn't take good care about my health...
Blah blah blah....

Now, its 2009 already! Wondering what should I wish for my future dreams :)
Hopefully, I won't be wasting another year :P

JL NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:

1. Hoping that MMU LAW school is exempted from CLP.

2. Hoping that I could maintain my academic result.

3. Hoping that I won't be SINGLE for the next new year....bluek!

Lastly, wishing that everyone who read my blog can be bless!

ALL THE BEST GUYS!!! GAMBETTE!!!

I hate YOU!!!

Why why why? I don't want the memories anymore!!! Can anyone make me drunk? OMG!!! I'm having a terrible time!!!I HATE you, Mr Pang Jeng Min!!! Why you give me so much of the memories that I don't deserve it?? Now, I'm straggling so hard to get myself out.


My 2 years was not easy though, I tough I could do it. Only now, I realize I didn't do it in a clean and clear way. All the feeling came back without my control. I have no appetite to eat, cannot concentrate in my work, cannot focus well, cannot sleep etc. And, I wonder why I cannot drop my tears anymore? Did I finish my tears during the 2 years? aaaahhhhhh!!!!! Release ME!!!


I think I'm now feeling what he felt for the last 2 years. Now, I understand what my friends was explaining to me..."feng shui lun leow juan".


Anyhow, I have to get my own way out as what he did in the pass. I cannot be that selfish and greedy anymore. Its me who make the choice. GAMBETTE HENG JIA LIAN!!!

Why I have hard feelings?

wow...it being along time since I have my attachment, too busy to even login.
Now, having trouble, so seek space to express myself. ^.^

Start to realize that I'm a normal girl as well.

Last few days, I knew that my ex have a girlfriend already. At first I felt so happy for him, because I will not be the one anymore. I'm release!! However, bad feeling start developing before I go to bed. I don't know why. ...still love him or I'm being too greedy? I'm the one who is too selfish to bring myself back. And now.... Aiyo!!! I'm getting really mad!!!

Just after the break-up, I pray so hard for him to get his love one as soon as possible because I don't deserve all the things that he do for me. While, hope that in future he will be happier. But, now... OMG!! I don't know what should I do.

Anyway, I will continue praying for him and wish him all the best. Hope that he have the best of the best forever. ^^