Weather in Malacca change any time. Sometimes cold, sometimes HOT! Anyhow, its cool to have a rainy day so that I can sleep the whole day ^^ Unfortunately, its not the weather that been rainy, its my emotion. It raise up sometimes, drop down in just a second. I don't know who I'm any more. Being a optimist, happy go lucky always been my characteristic. But...
Assignment, making up stress. Group member, making up dislike. Friendship, making up unhappy. .....just because of the word 'win'. Everyone are so 'kia su'. Its undeniable I fall into that category too. The second I was instruct to join a friend that I don't really like to complete the assignment. My volume when haih....speeechless! Just after few minutes, my closest friends hentam me few word...critized me. For a suddenly, I feel the wordl is nothing. Nothing will loose out even there is no HENG JIA LIAN. I'm just no one. how sad am I? ...can't discribe...
Alone, may be discribe as freedom in a positive way. In a negative side, it means no one wants to be with you cause you are not a good person. All my course mate when home, 7 of my house mate when home, club training training canceled too.... No body could I chat with. I'm always alone in the apartment room. ...gonna be crazy if continue to live alone! Wan more social activity!!!
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