Not sure when it flies to me, but I'm controlling it very well. I should say" well done" to myself. I'm scared that one day I will loss control. Will I?
He is really very extremely treating me good. And, I'm pretty sure he is not my cup of tea. I shall be much more stronger and independent down the road. It is always my character to own 24 hours all by myself and I think I deserve 24 hours not lesser. May be some friends are leaving, may be my parents will leave me one day, may be I need a shoulder, a hand or a heart rubbish bin blah blah blah~ Just a feeling that is wrong! ...feeling like single is better, may have some emotional problem sometimes. Its always better than a bleeding heart.
A while ago, I send my sister to her boyfriend which I usually does.Looking back seeing them walk together....there goes the relationship. Mind playing the game again, such a foolish women I am.
I set my target and working very very hard to my dreams.
I will be strong. No one will kick me off the track.
Gambette Jia Lian!!!
