Past 2 weeks was terrible! I couldn't expect myself being so weak...so sorry to myself. Don't know how to appreciate myself anymore. Only now, I realize being strong is an disadvantage. Too firm on decision, my relationship broke off. Because of foreseeable toughness, I gradually not been protected while expected to be independent. I wanted to be a weaken girl too, but no one allow me to. WHY?
I'm always being so confident on myself because I believe, girl who is confident of herself will always look gorgeous. After "lovesick" incident, I getting into an unforeseeable image. All the image that I built since small, gone! I'm no longer understandable. Even myself don't know what gonna happen tomorrow.
...preferable to be firm & strong again, I don't want L.O.V.E anymore! All this are bull shit!!! I must be more realistic than idealistic!!! HENG JIA LIAN GAMBETTE!!!
Dream of life, for heart beat to go inconsistent. Noting the 'one' and ignoring the 'non' wasn't a big discrimination of ever for a female in her age of 20s. ^^
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Gambateh...U can make the different to your life no matter how hard it is.........Jia you !
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