My valentine

I got a very good gift from a person that I most respect. Although it is not tangible goods, the most sincere words that touched my heart. He give me almost all the motivation. Maybe its short and simple but very precise and so wise that I would feel "its so right". I thank him that I could make life goes on with wonderful colours now. It is really hard to walk alone, everyone knows! I will have to learn, I must be patient to get to that stage *tears dropping*.

Sad to say that 2011 valentine is the most lonely one! I just could not imagine myself sitting alone along the beach side staring at the beautiful Penang bridge :) There was so many memories pop-ing off my mind until the sky flash me off! But, the rain did not wash away all the sadness or memories :( I just feel like running away....instead running away from the rain, what a pitiful day! The most idiot thing of all is "I STILL HAVE TO BE HOME"!

Only at that moment I realized the life of mine is in a "big mess". There is no way to edit or undo. ...just been thinking where to hide and avoid! This is not who I am!! But it is the only way that I'm keep thinking.... Another 2 months to go and I will be done! I must be patient and cool to wait for God to do the needful for me, that is all I could wish!

Next stage of life

Time flies!

Tomorrow, my first day of employment! Almost 2 months of holiday, weaken my discipline life style. Everything must begin al over again, to be more hardworking! That's sounds bad :(

Many of my friends was asking me whether I feel excited or curious of entering into a new environment. ...hm! I stare....and answered 'nothing' but just scared to meet my master. Hopefully, she isn't too "scary" as to facial, physical and emotional. And, the most important is.....she won't scold me too often..keke~

At this moment, I can't do much but to prepare certain stuff for working purposes.

I washed the car

I ironed my clothes

I polish my shoe

I pack my bag and make sure bring everything to work!

I actually know nuts about working but I still don't border anyway..ehehe! ......I'm still on the mood to go out for a dinner at nippon till 10pm while my father is worrying, keep calling! ...haihzz!!! When I reach back, he yell at me telling me to go to bed NOW! wow....it was only 10.30pm, the night still young!!

Anyway, Good Luck & A;; The Best for Your Future :) Gambette!!!

Beautiful or cute?

......really...really don't understand, why she could have this kind of confidence?

I got a friend, either close nor non-related. All of her stuff, I mostly got it from certain people. Adding her on facebook, notice that she was so ignoring! Actually, I know that she isn't as simple girl as majority of my 'gang'. But, I didn't expect that it was so happening.

She is/was/ will not be beautiful!

She is/was/will not be pretty!

She is/was/will not be attractive!

She is/was/will not be CUTEE!!!!

I could act/ answer you as what you would like me to give you but please do know the limit! It was just as ignoring as stepping on a lump of dog shit! yaiks!!! (that's what people react!!)

One step at a time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time

There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming

Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time

There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

Personal test comments

You are a BUILDER / negotiator

You are a wonderful friend and colleague. You are generally calm and entertaining, and always dedicated and reliable. Just about everybody likes you.

You have a traditional streak. Home, family, job and community are all central to you. You like being firmly embedded in your social groups and you feel deeply responsible for just about everyone around you. You can be fiercely protective of those you love.

You are skilled at managing people. You are sympathetic and cooperative; you are also hard working and display a good deal of common sense. And you can be very patient. So you can complete detailed, painstaking jobs more easily than most people.

You enjoy building social relationships. And you are skilled at achieving solutions to sticky problems so that all involved feel fulfilled.

You tend to be cautious but not fearful. You have a genuine sense of community. So you seek projects that enable you to contribute to a more stable world.
Your Major and Minor Personality Types
• Your major personality type = Builder
• Your minor personality type = Negotiator

Wow...it looks to be so wonderful.
Am I alike?
Wishing....

Lovesick

Past 2 weeks was terrible! I couldn't expect myself being so weak...so sorry to myself. Don't know how to appreciate myself anymore. Only now, I realize being strong is an disadvantage. Too firm on decision, my relationship broke off. Because of foreseeable toughness, I gradually not been protected while expected to be independent. I wanted to be a weaken girl too, but no one allow me to. WHY?

I'm always being so confident on myself because I believe, girl who is confident of herself will always look gorgeous. After "lovesick" incident, I getting into an unforeseeable image. All the image that I built since small, gone! I'm no longer understandable. Even myself don't know what gonna happen tomorrow.

...preferable to be firm & strong again, I don't want L.O.V.E anymore! All this are bull shit!!! I must be more realistic than idealistic!!! HENG JIA LIAN GAMBETTE!!!

属于

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我赶追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢

或许吧或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢?

是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧他原来就在这里啊

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力